Feeling a little claustrophobic now..
blasting music into my ear to help me breathe better.
please please please let the 10 days be over quickly
so i can live a normal life...
please please.

I had to go to the resident's toilet downstairs just now.
i was in my PJs and people were staring.
was in my hoodie with the hood on
but it was kinda pointless cos people still stared omg.
Why did i have to go downstairs?
because the kitchen where my toilet is was sealed for construction.
so i had to use the one they set up for residents downstairs.
one guy who lives in the same block as me was like naked
save for a towel around the waist when i was downstairs.
i was like "what in the world is going on" 0.0
should wear some kind of glasses that can censor stuff out.
at least wear a shirt!
my poor eyes.

worse. my mum is not with me.
i am alone at home with construction workers waiting outside.
okay i'm a bit too paranoid.
but still!
i bet you'll feel the same way as me.
One of those times when i wish i was a boy.
How the heck am i gonna step out of my room... :((
feelings super not at ease and anxious now.

God please help me to stop being so nervous about nothing..